Fate

What is fate? Does it exist?

This is something I wonder so much about.

I like to think that fate exists. You know I met Lulu when chatting. What if she was not in that room? What if she didn't answer? What if we didn't hit it off as we did? We were just friends for SO LONG what if when I asked her for the THIRD time haha if she said no?

I believe in fate, because it must be. Look what has happened to my life. I have a beautiful wife that I am so much in love with. I have a daughter that is such a joy to be around. So if there is not fate would Andrea just not exist? Somehow I cannot believe that would not be true. I think that she was meant for this earth with all her sweetness as was Lulu to be with me.

I believe that life twists around and things happen for a reason. I had a lot of heartache in my past. I think that life FINALLY said enough is enough you deserve a break. With Lulu I feel that she is such a caring and giving person that she is here with me (WOW THAT SOUNDS Conceited but hey I think I am a good husband, I love here and show my love and I care for her). I feel that maybe it is Andrea we both deserve. I am lucky because I also got Mischa. Maybe the child I lost at such an early age gave me TWO lovely daughters??? I always wonder.

Fate or not you know I love my life. I'm a lucky man and I KNOW THAT.